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Saturday, June 20, 2009

♥ Should I believe in you?

Should I? Your words flow like honey, sweet that laid on thick. Someone told me not to believe in you, but should I? I'm confuse. But I really have a great time with you, you make me happy as a the fat kids eating their cake. Maybe the real words are true after all, love are just to complicated for teenagers right now. Don't believe in boys with good words? Maybe it is true. But it seems like I've been falling through your arms, and after two months my heart will be into half of the quarters of the real sizes. Maybe I shouldn't fall, but it's too late. Okay, moving on. Talking bout past, ahhh the things that I've been doing to get here. I used to believe in those fairytales shits and craps. I love being a kid, since you doesn't cares much bout what peoples might said to you. Everything you've done turn out cute and annoying. I love that time, and how you could dance around and doesn't wear shorts around your house. Owhhh, I love my past. And I hate how I moved on to high school, except for meeting nice and great new friends and experiencing chance in one lifetime. Ahh, everything suck! Remember when we used to be young, we could sleep on strangers laps and never really got scared of anything except for needles and dentist. And when you're grwoing up, you got caught up with boys, love, ,lies in one time. Ohh brother, could you bring me to my past!

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
6:09 PM

Monday, June 15, 2009

♥ Just open up your windows, and you might see my glimpse on the corner

Ahh I couldn't live like this, my tummy hurt so bad! I did skip my lunch, ehh wait? No, I did had my lunch with my cliques and nothing fancy. Just some local chicken rice, yum yum :) Okay, so basically I'm doing nothing and not up to something. My day is bored and awful, a lot of awful discoveries, some makes me tears alot. Yes, it's about my skin. Some of them said it might get worst and some just trying to calm me down. Glow are the one who I wanted to see when I had these kinds of feelings, those grunchy type of things in your stomach or also known us butterflies. I hate it, she said that my skin is going to be alright, she's experinced this all. Well, I don't know if that's true or lies to make me feel better. But I trust her, she's the only cheese to my cracker. Makes my life more beautiful and colourful. Ahh, I love that crazy old maniac. Everytime I have those butterflies flying on my tummy, I always came to her and ask her to sang my favorite song "Into Your Arms" by The Maine. I couldn't help it if she have the voice of the 7th angel. I love her, and her voice. Talk about my skin, it's getting worst, it's getting on my palm. Maybe I should started to listen those folks saying "Go to doctor lah amoy!" but the doctor said so " ayoohhh, you're only changing skin bha". Okay, I trust the doctor but doctor could be wrong sometime. I don't know but those butterflies are kicking right now. I don't know why? Am I afraid? Of knowing the truth? Maybe the test are true. Ahhhhh, I never thought I'll say this but "Yes, I'm afraid of opnions and the truth. I done something on the past that I'm not proud of" Maybe I should go see the peoples who makes peoples are better feeling for themselves. They good. Ahh I need help, I'm getting paranoid. Eeeyyeehhh! Help me!

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
2:42 AM

Thursday, June 11, 2009

♥ I'm dead toast!

So okay, it's been awhile I'm updating these thing. I haven't seen something interesting to write about. So okay, two more days! I need two more weeks, I'm not ready to go to school, it's too hot! This is summer peoples, can you see we got life? So move on, I had this skin problems and I have no idea about it, waiting for my father to bring me to dermatologist. Since it's getting worst by the second, my skin are chapped and started to wearing off. The doctor in Tuaran said "No worry bha, changing skin only" But the answer is not making me feel good enough, so just wish me luck.

Kerja Kursus :

Ahh so much for laid for weeks, I forgot about all of that craps! I am dead toast! Without butter or jelly to spare. Geez, maybe I should less blogging, and started more working! Hey it's not my fault I was born with lazy ass! But think about it, should I be lazy for the rest of my use full life and ended up with much much harder job or started to work my lazy ass now~! And could ended up resting and asked my kuli to do all the dirty jobs! Nyeh nyeh nyeh! Sigh* I'm bad!

Facebook :


Okay, google me! Trust me! Google "Eva Mariea" and suddenly my facebook went out and my twitter! Haha! Funny, and how about you google this one "evamaria-buzznet" Yes, that's me alright! As you all may know, I'm forwarding to Facebook, but not officially moving to it. Well, no worry! I'm still being faithful to Buzznet and Myspace. Okay for the first time using Facebook, it's a completely
stupid. I'm not use to this kind of things, this is all for mature peoples, I'm too young for that. But sooner I thought it will be this bad, things get a little bit easier! Thanks to all of my friends who willing to be patience and tutor me all the way! Love you!

Summer :

Summer? I guess this is summer, it's burning! I think you can turned out to be blind if you kept on staring those road on 2 pm. God, it's like Sahara here. And no overloaded sand involved. This is not helping me, my skin is chapped and my lips too. Maybe I should started to gulping tones of water and make sure rub some suntane!

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:09 PM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

♥ Be my little rock and roll queen

-Things I'm into right now-

Knee High Sock

Ankle Boots


Plaid shirt



Big Hat


Oversize vintage sunglasses


Nerd spectacles




♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
5:03 AM

Monday, May 25, 2009

♥ Stop blaming yourself...


-Malang tidak berbau-


I think this day been a hell out of nothing for me. The papers were amazingly boring, I slept during my test. I can't help too, but deep inside I was actually praying for the late JJ. I couldn't help to think about it all the time, I was saying to God, to please make sure he is happy beside You my God and please forgive us for everything that we've done. I'm shaking as I'm typing. To Roland or Memeng, I believe it's not your faults that he is gone, as I was saying, Cikgu Halinieh was trying to calm me down after I went to JJ funeral

"Orang yang pergi tidak perlu ditangisi, kita yang masih hidup perlu meneruskan perjuangan. Jikalau kita memahami keadaan yang sebenarnya, kita tidak patut bersedih untuk kepulangannya, kita patut gembira kerana dia telah menghabiskan tanggungjawabnya di dunia ini"

These kind of words sure make me felt more calm. Yes, Roland! You shouldn't be thinking that this is all your faults. I'm sure he doesn't want you to think that you're the one whose guilty and the cause of this. This is not your fault, Jesus had called him to sit beside Him, he's in a very good care. Just keep on praying for him. I'm sure he doesn't want all of us to be sad....

To Mamal

"I don't want to lose someone who I love anymore! Please take care, 3 Ums misses you so much! Trust me, I was searching for your voice this morning, I miss you! Make sure you take care of yourself, take your medicines in the right time"

"This is no one fault and no one to blame"
-Word of the day-










♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
3:29 AM

Saturday, May 23, 2009

♥ We all keep on missing him!


May God Bless His Soul

R.I.P

-Jj Melvyn-

We all miss you, this must be really awkward since we're never get to talk to each other. As you know, I might done something wrong to you, or make you mad or something bad! I'm pretty much, sorry. If you can read this, I'm so sorry! I'm sure you remember that we ran away from you, and I hung up when you called me, I didn't mean too. One night, I dreamed about you, after the day I knew that you're gone ;( You said that we shouldn't be sad about you leaving and we should take care of ourselves. But we couldn't help it to cried histerically on your funeral. It's tragic to see someone you'd love before died. I can't accept that you're gone forever, no one can. One thing, I dreamed about you saying if I still remember my promise to you, well I guess I do remember it now. Yes, we would remain as friends forever and I'll cherish that.

After your funeral, I cried cause I can't help to face the truth that you're gone. But my teacher said clearly, that we shouldn't be sad or crying since you finished what you was born too and now you're sitting next to Jesus! I should remember that, forever. You're a nice guy, and it's sad to know that I have no time anymore to build friendship between you. I regret that, but how much guilt I build, I could never bring you back.

"Everything happens for a reasons"

After thinking about it again, I can't see what the reason for you to left us. But I'm sure you didn't mean too. As we the living creature, are still fighting to survive. We'll miss you!




♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:41 PM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

♥ Life is nothing but a written drama

Finally






Eric took this picture It supposed to be five of us

After awhile I finally got the chances to write something. Last Friday, we went to UMS for Dekon. For futher information about DEKON, its actaully a play who played by two or five different actors which play almost every character given. Talking about the Dekon thing, Saint Peter and Saint John High School students are the only one who attend these kind of things. We took bus after finishing the school and Eric is kept on babling about the bus. Since the bus showed up really late. Terima kasih pak cik!




We have those "happy aura" Only few of teenagers have those


On the bus, we took pictures to showed how much fun we have. We sat back far at the bus, too bad when Saint Peter arrived, things became really intense since we're not that tight with Saint Peter, but they turned out very great! We sang, we took pictures on the bus. Almost everything, except for throwing up, maybe for Darlene or Teacher Henrita. Why? Well Cikgu Henrita and Darlene ate this chinese sweet that Eric brought. Turn out, the sweet had past the expired date three years ago, or something like that! Haha, no wonder Darlene said it taste like things that was thrown out on the floor! Darlene darlene!



This is why they kept me alive

Then when the Dekon started, Cikgu Fadillah sms Mary. He told that he can't enter the hall *sigh* what an alasan! So we stayed awhile, after the curtain call and the lighting was on! Aiman, Me, Mary and Glow shouted "Cikgu Fadilah!" since the Dekonist looks amazingly like Cikgu Fadillah! I swear dude, he does! So we laughed our ass off and the photographer infront us, ask us to shut our mouth! Since they the biggest, so we did what we have too! And then Cikgu Fadillah sms again "Takkan pergi tandas pun ndak dapat!" Merajuk lah dat* So we sneek out, Mary and me. We went out and went to his car, ate all type of junk foods and ride around UMS! Yahoo! Roller coaster, well it does feel like it!

Bla bla bla, skip, skip, skip! And then we finally went out. End of the day 1! I went back with my dady since we're planning to go to airport to pick my sister, Caroline Garon! And then like Kaykay is, traffic jam! Owh god! Mother loser, nothing is frustrating than traffic jam! The night end after we ate at McDonald! Yum yum!





-2th day-



Dekon again! This time it's different! We went to school early in the morning, usually this Saturday, I laid my but until 12 pm but not today. Ollete and Aiman, decided to went for breakfast and Puan Pengetua spotted them! Surprising, our Puan Pengetua had the eye of the owl, trust me! And then she was mad, and said to Mama Rita that the food was dripping on the floor, which is not! She obviously lied maybe because she really hate us :( who know!


This was taken without peoples knowing!
So candid lah dat!

On the 2th day, Saint Peter, Saint John High School and other school went to Dekon together. Too bad, the pak cik went late to bus and make us wait almost 15 minutes or over. I got some pictures to show it too you, since Mama Rita fall asleep that time! Haha hillarious!

Which one will you prefer?
Eric? Mama Rita? or Aiman?

Okay, honestly I don't even know what to write anymore. In the end, everything happens to turned out really great! We ate things, we laughed and now, we're home safe and sound!

-xoxo-






♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
3:51 AM

♥ MYSELF ;

♥ Past